DAY 15 FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

[scaredmommie]

well now i can say i am over 2 weeks clean.lol. im still feeling great about it all, i think my wedding has a lot to do with it, i have been so busy getting things ready thats its not on my mind, and the next 3 weeks are only gonna get crazy with stuff to do so> but imsooooooooooo happy im doing all this while being clean, im not in a fog and i get to enjoy it all to the fullest, i know some of it can be stressful, but for some reason it aint to me, i guess cause of what im going through and im just treasuring it right now. its just nice that for the first time in almost 3 years my everyday life aint based around weather i have enough p ills till the next day, or when can i take my next dose, there where on my mind 24 hour a day, 7 days a week, not a minute went by that i wasnt think about them in some sort of way, and i knew it was bad when i would panic about trying to get them when i had 20 or 30 pills in my hand, thats really bad and scary, but now the only thing thats on my mind is what order i want my girls in, and how cute my kids are gonna look, things lie that. it feels so good its like the devil let my soul go. but now its time to work towards my 4th goal of saying i have been clean for a month(im GONNA make it too).

Luv
<3 chrissy

[ABL4ME]

You are doing such a great job!!!

Keep it up and Stay Positive, Focused and Strong!

~Amy

[liscamdave]

CONGRATS.....keep it up...Thats all you can do....

Lisa

[dominosarah]

Also after each of our posts here you will see in the bottom right hand corner a Report this...........click on it!!!!!  I just did!!!!

[dominosarah]

Dont let some 16 yr old get to you.  Take what you need from this forum and grow.  As for the rest let it go.  Be glad you arent in that mind set.

You are doing great.  Keep going forward.  stay strong        sara

[scaredmommie]

yelp. but im not gonna let them bother me. i see it this way they are jealous cause we are all doing good getting our lives back and they are still stuck using so they aint bothering me

[Kova]

there's one in every crowd.

[scaredmommie]

some people are so rude i didnt do anything to that person, im nice to everyone here, i help them if they need it and praise them when they do good, i didnt deserve that, and to answer there post, my will power os only gonna get stronger and im gonna stay clean for the rest of my ful healty life.

[scaredmommie]

thank you so much. he it dont matter how you got married as long as yous are in love.

[tryinhard78]

You are deff. gonna make it. I am so happy for you. You seem so happy and full of life. I'm glad you will be going in to your marriage clean and won't have to worry about those f'ing things anymore. You have done so good. I hope your wedding is everything you dream of. I got married at a courthouse in jeans...not really the wedding of my dreams..lol. Didn't even have a wedding cake but we have been together almost 15 years.  Keep on being stong!!!

~Susie