There's this great phrase that is "fake it 'til you make it"...we don't have it all together. We just keep working on our sobriety and moving forward one day at a time. My house certainly looked better when I was using. I have to learn to let go of some things. My kids are fed, clean clothes, get to their soccer practices/games, but I could really use help dusting and vacuuming.:) You are doing great. AA/NA is an enormous help in giving tools to help you cope with your addiction...to cope with a sober life.
Keep moving forward in recovery..you are doing an amazing job!
Hi and wecome to the forum as for the brain thing it hits all of us it takes a wile to get well untill then write down a chore list start with the things that take 15min and break the big things down into 15 min intervals it is ok to rest R/R is imporant dont look at a monster of laundry just start out with a load here and there you need to take care of yourself first remember baby steps also this would be a great time to go to a N/A meeting this is the single biggest thing you can do to help your recovery you will be welcome with a hug and there will be people that that understand what your going threw please give it a try just google N/A meetings in your aera good luck and God bless.........Gnarly.................