I wouldnt call it substance abuse if you ARE taking as directed, but if you are taking it just to take it, then yes you have a problem. Only you can answer this look deep down and ask yourself, "Do I really need this or not" And being a recovering addict we tend not to have no control of the substances were using, so you have to be exxxxxtra careful. If your thinking maybe you pulled his strings to get them, then you prolly did. Im sure you know the answer to this question since you also are a recovering addict. Much love
Dallas
Trust me when I say that you won't get high off of it. However, I was prescribed it and took as directed and it did make me feel worse. Along with that, coming off of it sux!!!!!
Lexapro is not considered an addictive drug. It dose have dependency issues, but can be minimized with tapering off the drug. Antidepressants and anti-anxiety medications are not considered "no-no's" by the addiction community. In fact, if warranted, they can be a productive part of recovery. Lying to obtain an antidepressant when you're not depressed just to try out a new "drug" would be an example to addictive behavior with the Lexapro. If it's warranted, there's no issue with taking needed medication in recovery.
If my thinking is thinking today these meds have to be taken for a bit before you see any improvement. I would take what the doctor prescribed. If it isnt working for your depression then talk with him again as there are other meds that may work better. sara