I am soo right there with you. I look at my journal on here and my personal journal and if I didn't know myself I would think its written by someone with multiple personalities. One day Im seeing the light, feeling good and positive; the next day is back feeling terrible and like I want to walk into traffic.. I believe everyone who say it will get better so at this point, its a waiting game and Im trying to learn patience..
Thats pretty normal. The good days will start to out number the bad ones. Hang in there.
The frequency of the vibration of your ligands at your opioid receptors is realigning to normal. It takes time. Its almost over. Try and exercise when possible, get your own endorphin production up. Hang in there, its almost over.
Ray