last day without and scared

[sad1258]

Have been taking Lortab 10 for 4 years.  3 months ago got kicked out of pain clinic...got caught getting them from primary doc and pm..stupid!  I have weened from last rx..have one more left. No one knows what I am going through..have no one to talk too...I am extremely sad, anxious and trying to act normal...will I ever feel like I want to live again?????  Please someone talk to me........

[LeaAnn807]

You are NOT crazy.  This is part of the mind tricks that come with WDs.  Your brain is working hard to talk you into taking something to attach to those receptors.  It's telling you that you are sad, lonely, depressed, hurting, arguing and can't get peace!  Anything to get the drugs back in.  Your brain is "diseased" for right now.  This won't last forever.  Tomorrow will be better.  

Take some Mag/cal, hylands and nyquil and a hot bath!  

Cyber-hugs!!!

[sad1258]

my God..will this ever end???? Somebody.. bad day..trying to go through the motions positive one moment and then keep thinking I would rather be dead...I don't want to feel this anymore..made it to family function...got the hylands took 3 on the way..seemed like it helped some..but man so alone and sad around all those people...try to laugh and smile have conversation and the pit of your stomach is empty dark nothing there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If my life will continue to be this hard I don't want to be here anymore..can't read..watch tv,,try and talk with my husband he just doesn't understand we end of fighting...its like everywhere I turn I can't get peace, a sense of calm...I need someone..tell me if this is something you felt or am I just the crazy one???because I do feel crazy

[want2bme]

I had a hard time finding the Hylnds when I looked for it too..I ended up going to a vitamin store and looked for it there..No luck!  However this is where I was told about the Cal/mag suppliment and that the meds depleat your body of certain minerals.  I bought the bottle of mineral cal/mag then hopped over to Walgreens to find the Hylands there(I could not find it myself after looking for a while so I had to ask the associate.  I was looking at it the whole time)..took them both and they really really do help!  Also I was told that you absorb the most magnesium through your skin as possible so it was also recommended to soak in a epsome salt bath.  You have 5 days behind you you are getting there.  Just need to find a few supplys to ease your body's healing.

[gnarly_1]

Hi sorry to here your having a ruff day this can be very cyclic it will come and go but your well into it now so it shouldn't be to much longer and you will start to come around
remember attitude is everything ...step back take a deep breath and tell yourself I CAN DO THIS ...getting out this afternoon will help you take your mind off it ..it should help
my wife made sure to get me out of the house daily even when I dident want to go
just remember this is only temporary and will end soon...hang in there take a hot soak right now b/4 you have to go do anything it will help relax you and help you regroup
good luck and God bless.....Gnarly  

[sunshine1109]

Another day its good to see everyone on here.  Im sorry you had a rough night those will come and go, they will get fewer and far between.  Hang in there.  Oh yes it will end even though right now it doesnt seem like it. You are truly a inspiration to many whether you know it or not....this will be the hardest fight of your life but it will also be the most rewarding. You will make it to your family function, its amazing what we can do for our children they give us all the strength and hope we need....I just used to look at my kids pics and my grandbabies pics and say I will beat this God willing I will and I did and so will you..Let us know how things go today we are here for you...Sunshine..

[LeaAnn807]

Yes, GNC has it.  If they don't have the restful legs then get the leg cramps.  Both work.  The Cal/Mag is a MUST!  I still take it.  NO joke.  And yes you can take it during the day!  Take as much as you need.  It won't do anything weird to you.  I buy the cal/mag at wal mart.  It has zinc in it too.  I take 3 at a time.  You will be AMAZED!