oh my i can hardly type, i cant lie down cause i cant stay still but i cant stand up either this is insane, i cant wait till i can just lie down man why i have not gone back to the clinic is beyond me, i must want this more than i know, by the way what is the link to the
substance abuse side? i can barely see this box im typing in let alone find another part of this site? Thanks alot people.
you should really try to get some clonidine to help get you through. I came off forty like you one time and it was two weeks of hell. I lay in bed barely able to move feeling like my heart was going to jump out of my chest. And that's not including the months afterwards, which while better...it just didn't seem like it would end.
I'm not saying you can't do it but without something those first two weeks are hard.
hi..I also had to experience the he!! which is methadone..I will be off that 2 yrs this aug 1..i went cold turkey at 65mg..how many mg were you when you stopped..I am here as well if you need to talk or support..you can pm me anytime..I understand all too well about having some one pull your limbs off..that was well put and true..have you posted on the substance abuse side? there a a few people detoxing right now at various stages and some that have been off for 60-90..I'd be happy to try and help anyway i could..
just feeling like pulling myself apart, infact i think i would feel better if i had ropes atteched to all my body parts and some seperate cars, and they all drove off in different directions pulling me to pieces. this is f***ing torture. im at like day three no done.
Methadone is evil.
That "dead weight" feeling takes forever to go away. The last time I did it I was four months in and still suffering from it. Are you trying any of the other things recommended around here? I wasn't aware of them back then, so I was just suffering through.
im like 51 hours in with no methadone ( dropped called from 40mg) and i have had a couple of cerapax and some phenergan and although i feel like im carrying lead weight, i feel pretty damn good.