sorry forrelpse

[hateopiates]

hey all i am so sorry t be on here telling u all i am on day 1 agin i would hae been on day 98 i made it today 29 and wentback to pills fr pain and here i go agin its really nice to see my old frends on her it all th clan time and hook iam sorry i hope i canget  that stregnth back to get to a life of freedom

[hateopiates]

hey i have a torn l4 l5 and i kept trying to stay away nd i hd all my energy backi felt grea and then thepain was to much i have been taking opna 5 mg for the last 2 monthsand i realizehow much i still hurt so i want 2 stop taking aain and just have my life back so not only do i se i would ofhad 98 days now i amat day 1 wow what a disapointment

[ZJILLIAN]

I'm sorry but you are a new person for me, so I don't really know what type of pain you are talking about? Physical pain that is chronic? Were you taking the pills for the pain at the start? Really I am interested. I am on my 48th day and it is easy to forget and get over confident.

I know it has taken me many tries to get any farther than 90 days.

It is good you are back.

[dominosarah]

Are you getting any type of aftercare?  Dont beat yourself up.  Learn from your mistakes and keep moving forward.  You can do this!!!!!!          sara

[hateopiates]

i jst couldnt deal with the pain and i realize that i am so easily addictide to pills i just wish i didnt have to do this all over again

[nascarfan2488]

Im sorry that you are on day 1 again. I am also on day 1 after 47 days clean. Im going to have to battle the emotional part of this worse then before. Physical WD im not worried about because I didnt take enough to have WD. None the less I did take a pill and back to square one. But I know I can do it. Im not giving up. So hang in there. We can beat this together...

[gizzy32]

Your other post got deleted? You got other account back right:) I did post to you, but it's gone now. Just wanted to say congrats on getting back up and doing this again. I just said it, but saying it again, lol.

May i ask what triggered you to use again? You will be ok man, keep working it!