realization....day 3

[newlife52]

no I am not feeling my best and sleep does not come but what I am really realizing is that I have been doing everything "high" and now need to learn how to do things without that.  It was as if I automatically got up and did what needed to be done without thinking while on .....does this make sense to anyone?

[bama88]

Congratulations. ...dont look back now....things will only get better and better...

[dirtydirk]

i sure was good at faking it !!!!    if i only knew then that when i felt good high it doesnt even compare to a bad day now idda jumped on this train years and years ago..... congrats n day 3  your right on the cusp of gettin better  !!!!

[Amandag78]

Congratulations on day 3 !!!
Hang in there : )

[motye51]

Makes alot more sense then you will ever know.  Reality kind of *****, huh???? lol

[IBKleen]

Yes, fake it till you make it honey. You are only a few days in and it WILL get better. Just hang there and keep yourself busy.