Are you an AOL subscriber.... Sure seems like it with your booming I.Q.-
Why don't you take your hatred to an AOL chat room?
Ever been there? They'd be perfect for you. Bunch of 12 year-olds calling each other faggots and threatening to kill each other. You'd like it there.
I came here to get information on tapering, and found the "Thomas recipe" in the archives, so for that I thank you guys who run this board!
Don;t think I'll stick around, though.
Frank
ALWAYS!!Hang tuff and as for this past weekend I drank alcohol for the first time in a year and a half.Rum and coke.Woke up Sunday and felt like sh**.I deserved that hangover.
bmac
.....just curious Bill, did the booze "trigger" any desire for the narcs??
No thank God.We had company over this weekend and they are all
drinkers and I just wanted to see just how this addiction was
for me.I mean is it really mental or could I be a 'normal'
human being.I drank a good bit but never reached that point
I was drunk.I was surprized since I hadn't had any alcohol
in over a year.I didn't think about dope the whole time.I did wake up with a pounding headache.Next time I will stick to my
other addiction,Mtn.Dew,I drink far too many of them.
I use to love diet coke and rum.It was my drink of choice
that and Heinikne.I will pass from now on,it doesn't compair to the high from pot or opiates.One thing for methadone, it caused
me to stop drinking,and that is a good thing.
hope this answered the question.
Day 41, Bill
Thanks, I was just curious.
When I got off the percs(we have exactly the same clean time +-),
a "veteran" poster suggested avoiding booze(i'm not sure for how long) which made sense to me since the two seemed to go hand in hand. Consequently, I've kept it to maybe a glass of wine with dinner, just till more time passes and I'm mentally stronger.
I was wondering about the booze thing, too. I was worried that I would get absolutely ****-faced in trying to get the opiate high.(that of course would never come or be the same). I haven't been clean long enough to consider drinking moderately or safely. I think it would lead me down that evil drug-seeking path, or at the very least, make me abandon any resolve and determination that has kept me clean for the past nine months. It's scary to think of NEVER being high AGAIN....YIKES!!! (Is this where the "one day at a time" phrase comes in???
Peaz