Ibeclean...and others

[MissLesa]

This was my first time posting and everything I wrote was the truth. I've been going thru very hard times and I was crying out for help...just some encouragement that I can get thru this. Only one person replied. I do understand that people are busy,however, others received replies. Ibeclean was the only one who responded and I am very grateful for that! I didn't feel so alone. I guess the reason I'm writing this is because I felt I didn't mean anything..:again I just needed to know I'm not alone. I have been reading this forum for many years and I've never meant such a caring group of people in my life! I however,feel like I didn't
matter.

Things are better now and that's because my husband helped me.he hates drugs but upon realizing how bad I was he went and got me some until we come up with a netter plan ie: rehab,counsling or whatever I need. Inclosing I wish nothing but the best for everyone. God Bless.

[IBKleen]

Please don't feel like you are being ignored. Believe me, you are not. Don't forget, we are coming off a holiday weekend and a lot of members are back to work for the first day after that.

Please tell us what is going on and stay here in this post so we can follow you. Avis said she will be around tonight and others will come on as well.

Don't give up!! You are worth the fight!!

[avisg]

Yes i think because this is the first day after peoples fourth July long weekend there was not as many posting .Are you doing CT. Its going to be hard but I promise you in the end it will be worth the pain of wd  life is soooo much better clean. Hang in there if you need to chat PM me I am around alot LOL
avis

[vicki595]

Yes...I just saw your other post now...it's on page 2.

I'm glad you didn't hurt yourself...sounds like things got dramatic...

You will have to do something soon to get off the pills. Check into some in- patient rehab in your area.  I think that would be the best for you.

Good luck~
Vicki

[Htownnofrown]

Hey I'm here for you. Sometimes we just get busy and can't answer all the posts. Glad your feeling better, now is the time to make a plan in order to get well. Rehab worked wonders for me, I was using very high levels of oxycodone every day and now I've been clean over 14 months, so it can be done.

What are you thinking about doing in terms of recovery?

[LeaAnn807]

I'm so sorry you felt that way!  A lot of times people are not on as much over the weekend, especially a holiday.  I know that I have been busier than normal lately!

Keep posting, ok?