Well, today is the first day I kinda felt ok. I guess its just that I finally felt a lil releif from all the w/d symptoms. *** it was good!! I swear I been praying that it last!!. Of course I stayed pretty busy today too. I know I am not no where near out of the woods, or over the hump yet, but, I just praise God and soooo appreciate him allowing me to have a lil bit of releif...even if it is just for today. Which is a great motivator to keep fighting, and keep on keepin on! For all that are new, you can do it, but you got to reeeeeaaaaally want to, because this is going to be one of the hardest things in your life to do. I know I am not well yet, but this is my 3rd attempt, and they say the third times a charm.....rite? Im trying to keep that in mind. (smiles) God Bless you all, and if you decided, for whatever reason that you needed to stop, then that lets you know, something was definitely wrong with what you were doing, so just know you have to stop, and give it all you got to do that. All you got in you, and then some, is what it is going to take......at least thats what is required of me!! Hang in there, we will get well again, if you really want to.