4 outt the last 7 days i have been drunk. My wife was out on a breast cancer walk for 4 days, and 3 of those i got drunk. I had a friend sleep over (Who i am really trying to help) but i guess its not right because my friend is a girl. We didnt do anything, and she slept on the couch. But all we did was smoke and drink. I missed my wife cross the finish line because i didnt get enough sleep due to the excessive drinking and smoking. When she came back, she asked me if I had a problem, and I told her I didnt know. Yesterday, I got drunk with my friend again, and when I came home, my wife was pissed, and even mentioned divorce. I cant help it though, that getting drunk with my friend is so fun. I even was thinking of my friend, like when i was laying in bed, i thought of her and not my wife. I was thinking how like we can go out to places, and we look like that couple. Like that cool couple, who dont give a ****. Then when i get drunk with her, i like to mess around, just putting my arm around her and stuff, and messing, and her telling me im crazy and im bad and i like it more. The fact of the matter is, I dont think i could ever get with her, because she is too too crazy and gone, and she might not really need a boyfriend right now. With my wife, she is stable, she keeps me on the right track, but it gets so boring sometimes. I dont know, its so confusing. What do you think?