I've been on Paxil since I was 12 years old (20 mgs). Since then, I've tried to come off of Paxil more times than I can count, and each time the withdrawal symptoms have been too much, so I always end up failing. The lowest dose I've ever reached is 5 mgs, but the withdrawal symptoms were unbearable so I went back up to 10 mgs and eventually back to 15 mgs. I am 23 now and the fact that I take Paxil is closing off some important opportunities for me. I'm on 12.5 mgs at the moment--tapering from 2.5 mgs at a time is a little easier--but I'm afraid I'll never be able to come off of this horrible stuff. I'm extremely upset that I was prescribed this medication at such a young age and that no one ever told me I would be bedridden for at least a week and unable to function properly for months if I tried to come off of it. It would help, I think, if I were able to utilize talk therapy as I taper off, but I have no health insurance. (I'm a full-time college student and my mom's insurance dropped me at the beginning of this year because I'll turn 24 this year. Thankfully, my pharmacy has a prescription savings plan, so my Paxil is only $10/month, but I can't afford therapy.) Is there any way I can get the help I need to come off of this medication and regain control of my life?