Help im only 15 but i think i have bipola :c

[kirkymb666]

I need help. ever scince i was yound iv been going to see people cos people thought i was not normal.. i would make friends out off paper and would talk to myself and would struggle in school cos i could not understand what they were telling me... my moods have always been strange so it carnt be cos im growing up cos one min im really happy but the next ill sit in a dark room to myself and cry... i have bad agnger and would flip and get upset at the smallist of things and my mum and dad think i have a bad attitude and need to sort it out but i carnt :/ the doctors said there nothing wrong with me but i really dont agree.. i hear little sounds in my head or sometimes i have a full blown convo with this person in my head. i see things like i would see a flashing light or someone walk past me when theres not and its scarying my friends. i sometimes get this feeling that bugs are crawling on me and i start shakeing to get them off. i really dont understand. i used to think this was normal but my friends say they worry. i feel like no one belives me and its upseting me. another thing is i carnt help but tell little lies and i start to belive them. i took a test online and scored really high and it said i need to get checked but i dont want to ask my mum cos i dont think she belives me. I just feel so down cos off it. help  me someone.

[lindahand]

I would be tempted to print out this post and let your parent's read it. It says everything it needs to. Because seeing a specialist may really help you out.

[Amy4891]

I think you should probably see a psychatrist or even a psychologist and tell them. I don't think that is something you can do on your own you will need your parents to help you get an appointment with one. I would say you need to find a way to convince your parents to do that. It sounds like with your symptoms that there might be something wrong. I am not sure if it is bipolar or not but the best way to get that answer would be to get in to see a psychatrist. I hope you get the help you need.