Morning Alex, i hope you do get to hang out with your friend. Losing a close friend ***** worse than anything i know. I'd rather lost a boyfriend than a good true friend. Friends are so hard to find and can be hard to keep - like any relationship it takes work. I hope and pray you guys can keep being friends. It means alot to know you've got someone there. Thanks for the update and keep us posted - Love, Cathi
for those of you who have commented I have an update for this post.....
I contacted my friend Sam (the one from my support group)
I didn't expect much but he sent me a text mssage in esponce to mine
He said he showed up to the last group but didn't see me.....
(I had made plans with friends)
But he said things were doing well he has alot of classes i summer school
and asked if we could do sushi sometime....
hopefully I will speak with him in person for the next group meeting
I don't drink much or often
I know my limits.......
however thats a totaly seprate subject
I know what instability in friendships is like
my best friend of 6 years has physcophrenia and
lived with us at one point.....
But Not alll people in group are unstable I really thing we have a group of pretty well off people for the most part..... yes they still have an illness and some may need more help than others.
Currently most the people in our group socialize regulary
many of the folks have exchanged numbers and call someone or have someone call them when they are going through a rough time.
Whenever someone is hospitalized often times the people in our group go and visit them
he is not the only person in the group I have spent alone time with either
one girl in our group works and I often stop in while shes working to visit her
regualrly we even planed to excercise togeather...
still me and him went to a movie and ran into a guy and two girls from our group togeather
seeing the same film us us.... and even after our meetings a lot of times everyone goes out for coffee or graps a bite to eat or sometimes just a couple of them alone to talk one on one
1. Red Flag; drinking and being BP don't mix, PERIOD. Stay away from alcohol, even if you're just drinking socially. It messes with meds and the disorder itself.
2. It can be tough to meet new people and make new friends when you're BP and I understand where you're coming from. Support groups are a good place to make friends, but I think they need to be a separate 'type' of friend. Getting into a deep, involved relationship with people from support groups can have bad consequences. Bear in mind, that many of these folks may not be stable enough to handle a relationship in a positive manner. I think that you have already experienced this with your friend; he couldn't deal with the fact that he wanted a romantic relationship and you didn't. The fact that he ditched group over this whole thing shows the he's not handling things on an adult level. And, these situations can be dangerous; I spent a week with a BP friend as he spiraled into a psychotic break. He wasn't dangerous, but there are folks out there that are. I make friends with people that aren't BP because relationships can be tough enough without being around someone who isn't stable.
I know what you mean. My ex was the same way. I could finally be myself with no worries, and we always talked about everything. big, small, whatever. So i was stunned one day when out of the blue he just left. Like you said, i thought we would talk about it. I thought we had that deep of a friendship and respect for each other. It hurts alot to realize that things aren't what we think they are sometimes.
its not so much making friends as the problem.......But the really high quality friendships, the ones where you feel you can open up with no regrets or inhibitions; those are rare and hard to comeby. I guess with the way I had felt about our friendship and the respect he had shown me, I figured if there was ever an issue we would simply talk it out.
Im sorry you had to go through that. I dont know if you're anything like me, but making friends, much less taking it to a boyfriend level is so hard for me. So when i do find a friend i'm always so afraid they'll leave. Maybe he did just flake, maybe he's just trying to take care of himself right now, and maybe its easier to do that without anyone else around. I just dont know. But i know how hard it is to go from having someone there consistently then all of a sudden they're gone and you have no reasons why. It makes us feel guilty, when we shouldn't. Keep us updated, i hope he comes back to group for his sake. Talk to me any time ok? - Cathi