I stay in my house thats how i can control it somewhat.:) believe me i truly understand what u are going through. but atleast u can get it unlike me even though its not as often as when are mania like. i have no one. and usually i will turned to a one night stand but i am trying not to go that route, thats when i can become promiscuous. on my own when there is no mania men are not apart of me i do not want them, nor do i find them attratctive but when my hypersexuality hit, that is what i want more. isnt that crazy i dont understand it. why do i want sex from the one sex i cant tolerate (men)??
I think that a LARGE number of people on this site have the exact same thing/urges/thoughts/behaviors etc that you do and the few that have responded do but the whole "SEX" thing is quite a "touchy" subject - pardon the pun! LOL It's really easy to discuss the depression and the spending and the rage and the delusions and such that are a part of Bi Polar but you start asking about the big "S" and people will clam up in a heart beat! It's all so Fruedian! It's kinda funny! Sexuality is another form of expression and it's a natural part of human nature. We are put on this earth to reproduce. If not, the human race would cease to exist. (We could stand for some people to STOP reproducing so much at the moment but that's another discussion altogether!) We got lucky that it feels good, too! In general, it is my opinion that most people are really uncomfortable with their own sexuality to begin with so throw almost uncontrollable urges to have sex (sometimes mixed with peculiar and bizarre acts) on top of those insecurities and you got shame, guilt, embarrasment.....the stuff of a psychoanalysts dreams! Well, I'm not afraid of it...I have periods of mania and usually its that pure, euphoric mania that includes hypersexuality where I want to have sex with anything that moves! Almost everyone looks good! Now, I still have a discerning eye and even in that state, I'm kinda picky but if push comes to shove - I could end up with what I might consider in a more level state a very sorrid person! And I don't really care about the other person! It's like a game to me. Cat and mouse! It's thrilling and fun and it can last for hours or days. The problem??? I'm married! Now - I've been very lucky and not given into these urges with other men and if I did have them well - I had hubby around to quench them. (There was this one time but we won't go into that cause like I said - I'm married) So, I guess you can see where some people wouldn't want to really get into a deep confessional discussion about their true feelings concerning their manic hypersexuality????
In relation to you and the man thing and not likin' em except when you are manic....well, I don't know your story so I can't really comment but there is more there than meets the eye so you might want to take a deeper look...
Keep It Simple!
you know what now that you put it like that it is understandable why people havent been responding the way i expected them too. The sex subject is touchy. at that point of time when i made this post i wasnt even thinking about it and i thought is was something only i was experiencing which i see now i am not.
And me about liking men i have no idea why is that my social worker are trying to figure out if i went through something through childhood that might have been pushed back in my mind. my mother who i am very close to i have spoken with her and she told me no and i know she is telling the truth. and me personally i dont remember anything and i use to have a good memory. but i will try to work on that. i am trying to find a way to try and talk to my father about his family since i was around them mainly when my mother had to go to work but she later removed them from me when they was treating me badly. but TMI sorry for rambling. Next week i am going to try acupuncture for my migraines maybe my head would be clearer then.
I say: Don't worry so much about it...When the student is ready...the teacher will come! Don't avoid them but don't try to push them away either. Just live.
Take Care
I am 62 and suffered with hypersexuality all my life. I was sexually abused as a child and I was told as an adult that if the abuse was pleasurable then you would be promiscious and if painful, frigid. I wanted sex to fill up that empty spot inside me an it never happened. Finally after about age 40 on I felt so disgusted with myself I didn't want to be touched. I take antidepressants and I call that a chemical neutering because it takes away the desire. I have also used a vibrator in the past but that felt emptier than having sex. I now have a 17 year old bipolar granddaughter that I have raised and she is hypersexual and we are having a horrible time. I came up in the 60s, so everyone was doing it but she has done things and we live in a small community and she now has a "bad" reputation. I feel so lost because I can't do anything to help her. Her psychiatrist says that she needs to be in a hospital because that is a behavior problem. Right!! She is on Effexor but it has not helped her that much. Managing her moods helps some but she is a rapid mooder and she is hard to control. She has had 2 serious suicide attempts this year. She has been hospitalized 4 times this year. Nothing has helped.
Pat