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I'm married and I'm nervous!
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I'm in relationship with a girl for long time & now I want to get married...
before I start the story & my problem, I'm very sorry for my bad English! I hope you understand my problem correctly!
OK...We are in relationship for a long term...
Everything was great & she could bring me out from depression mood!
in last week, we prepare for married & both of families, my family & her family is agree with this event! We going out every day from morning until night!!!
2 days ago, because of several family, friend & financial issue I was very angry & nervous...
I don't know why but with one Irrational word I blew!!!! I'm angry & swear, even the physical impacts! I want to break a window or wooden door, or beat a human with sword, kill him & cut off his head! (I usually read fantasy book like lord of the rings or warcraft) but not with my love...I struggle with my mother, sister &...(oh! I never want to kill my family!)
this symptoms bothering me, my family & I guess my love!
I'm sweating & dizzy, Hands and my legs are numb, I have headache & insomnia! this symptoms never happened for me...
I lost my hope & I think I must engaged with my love...but this is impossible! I don't want to do it! never! what happen to me?
em...I'm bipolar, 19 years old, I use depakine & venlafaxine & for 5 years I use drugs.
thank you
I'm in relationship with a girl for long time & now I want to get married...
before I start the story & my problem, I'm very sorry for my bad English! I hope you understand my problem correctly!
OK...We are in relationship for a long term...
Everything was great & she could bring me out from depression mood!
in last week, we prepare for married & both of families, my family & her family is agree with this event! We going out every day from morning until night!!!
2 days ago, because of several family, friend & financial issue I was very angry & nervous...
I don't know why but with one Irrational word I blew!!!! I'm angry & swear, even the physical impacts! I want to break a window or wooden door, or beat a human with sword, kill him & cut off his head! (I usually read fantasy book like lord of the rings or warcraft) but not with my love...I struggle with my mother, sister &...(oh! I never want to kill my family!)
this symptoms bothering me, my family & I guess my love!
I'm sweating & dizzy, Hands and my legs are numb, I have headache & insomnia! this symptoms never happened for me...
I lost my hope & I think I must engaged with my love...but this is impossible! I don't want to do it! never! what happen to me?
em...I'm bipolar, 19 years old, I use depakine & venlafaxine & for 5 years I use drugs.
thank you
Best Answer
Have you had a sudden drop in physical activity? I know I'm more likely to go into a mixed mood state (typically I get very angry and tense) if I all of a sudden cut a very physical activity. Now I swim 5 days a week, for an hour a day and it helps me quite a bit. It's like an excess of physical energy results in my mental energy getting alll swirly and mixed up and it creates an explosion.
Your bipolar meds won't work as well if you are on drugs. You should talk to your doctor ASAP. they may put you on something more for the angry outbursts. It may be an antipsychotic so don't be too surprised if that happens. They aren't saying you are psychotic, it just helps with that type of problem.
And consider ditching the drugs. I am hoping that just means you are smoking weed. If you are on something harder you definently need to quit. It may seem like it is helping but it is messing with your meds and making them not work properly. What you describe sounds a bit like a bad trip. Sometimes they mix some pretty funky stuff with weed.
And consider ditching the drugs. I am hoping that just means you are smoking weed. If you are on something harder you definently need to quit. It may seem like it is helping but it is messing with your meds and making them not work properly. What you describe sounds a bit like a bad trip. Sometimes they mix some pretty funky stuff with weed.
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