theres really no one exactly like the books show is there?? like me i do think way too much always about the bad things..very obsessive..not like washing ur hands all the time..just alot of dift things..racing thoughts ALOT!! im manic at times,and have the depression..im not like they say in the books,,i dont go on spending sprees..it says you dont need that much sleep..well i do need my 7 hrs but rarely get it..dont get the euphoria feelings.....SO I GUESS EVERYONES DIFFT..I JUST CANT SEE HOW A SHRINK CAN DIAGNOSE YOU..WELL IM GOING TO BE CALLING THIS WEEK TO SEE ONE......I KNOW THE SHRINKS ARE VERY GOOD,THEY HAVE THERE WAYS OF ASKING YOU THINGS TO PUT A HEAD ON WHAT MEDS YOUR GOING TO NEED..ITS GOING TO BE A LONG ROAD...SOME PEOPOLE SAY IT CAN TAKE UP TO 2 YRS TO FIND THE RIGHT MEDS OR THE COMBO..............PLEASE HELP ME UNDERSTAND THIS???? thanks everyone for your support......james