I posted this question in my usual forum, ocd, but no one will respond to me. I swear it is all true.
The most unimaginable thing happened to me. I was shopping for exercise pants, saw a pair I liked, and bought them. The next morning I tried them on, they fit, so I just kept them on all day. As I was trying them on, I slightly noticed a white triangle in the crotch area....sort of what I call a breathing area while exercising. I didn't examine it, I just noticed it was there in passing.
As I was going to the restroom last night, I noticed a spot on the white area. It was someone's blood. I am so mortified and feel so disgustingly nasty now. I had on underwear so I at least had a barrier. I threw the pants and my undies in the trash can and took a good shower.
I just pray that I am not at risk for contamination. I have a fear of contamination and of contaminating others, and this episode is just awful. I have had issues with hiv fear, rabies fear, staph fear, and on and on. I don't know why things like this seem to continue to follow me. I know it soumds so bizarre, but this really happened. I would like to take them back to the store and sue them, but I know there is no way that I can prove that I was the only one who wore them after purchasing them.