I have been DENIED yet again for my disability, this time by the appeals council, this makes the 3rd time. 1st by Social Security, 2nd by the Judge 3rd by the Appeals Council. This process has taken 3 1/2 years. The Judge stated that he gave little weight to "their" Doctors determination, he also stated that Dr. Rosner all but said that I was beyond in PERFECT health in less than 3 months after having my decompression/laminectomy (in which he plainly stated to me and in writing that my recovery could take anywhere from 1-3 years) and within 2 years I was back in having even more surgery in which Dr. Rosner had put in writing that it was necessary for me to have but was trying to wait out the 3 years but it just couldn't wait because of the pain and damages it was causing on my body and I had to have my C5-6 C6-7 Fused on October 1, 2014and have still not fully recovered from that surgery as I still have a lot of neck problems. The Judge stated that Dr. Rosner told him that I had full function of my limbs, balance, no numbing, tingling, No headaches (but he still has me on Fioricet for my constant headaches???) dizziness, nausea, vision problems and the list goes on. When this letter was supposed to have been written Dr. Rosner was going through a lawsuit and I do not know if he did in fact write all of this trying to say that I was a walking miracle, or if this Judge just took it out of context. But this is what has kept me from getting my disability! I am to the point that I feel I have nothing left to fight for any longer! My mental state at this point is not good at all!!! I do not care about anything at this point! I have wasted the last 3 1/2 years for what??? Just to be let down yet one more time! I still walk into walls, I still have to hold onto things to keep me from falling, I still cannot stand up to take showers, I still have to lay down the majority of the day! Dr. Rosner wrote a letter to the judge telling him that these things were being cause by the medication I was on!!! Without medication I cannot live with the pain!!! I have 18 confirmed diseases and disabilities!!! What else am I to do??? I am to the point that I don't care if I wake up tomorrow! I did get a few things that I Prayed to God for, I did get the gift of grandchildren, and Sunday I did get the joy of watching my beautiful daughter walk down the aisle and say I Do to the man of her dreams. And I come home and find out that the last 3 1/2 years were a waste of time!!! I was told I can start all over again and lose nearly $30,000.00 that is rightfully mine... For what another some odd years just to have the same thing happen again and get let down!!!! Why waste my time!!!