I know exactly why: time of year, stress from DH's broken leg (WHY are they babying him?!), not recovering as fast & well as I had hoped, and looking at a lonely & boring Christmas.
But, not one to remain long in victimhood, this is what I'm doing--I'm reading "Full Catastrophe Living", the classic book on stress reduction (including coping with illness), I'm going to watch Bill Moyers' PBS ahows on "Healing and the Mind", and I'm going to practice qigong again. (for awhile I was too sick to even do that).
Therapists have witnessed qigong's healing both physically & emotionally, and are now teaching it (at least here). I know that they have been inteoduced to it at conferences. My therapist cured her own Sjrogren's Syndrome with 6 yr. of qigong practice; her bloodwork is completely normal now!
I hope my early New Year's resolutions help someone out there in Chiariland.