I have a younger brother who is 13.. He is autistic. That makes it a little harder to distinguish what may or may not be "normal behavior" since his initial "normal behavior" is limitted to begin with. Hoping for some opinions on the matter.. I see all kinds of "gender preference/gender confusion" guestions on this forum.. Although it will be a tough one, I think... This will be long, but Here goes...
He has always preferred female characters in games, which was really no big deal. As he got a little older he started playing sims games.. He was ALWAYS the females. He simply favored the girls against the guys. He is very interested in the girls' clothing/fashion (Which I am aware, none of this really has to mean anything, exactly.. But here's where it gets a little interesting) A few months ago he had a girlfriend (which yes, does say something in the matter.. but I don't think he ever saw her that way, as a 'love interest' just someone to play video games with and borrow her games.. He loves video games..) and I had caught word from my step brother somewhere along the way of her making him wear a dress and use make up.....
Well, I've noticed some increasingly strange things.. He always hides the computer screen and what he is doing. He's very secretive and private.. So one day I went to check up on his History just to check to see he wasn't looking at anything that could potentially be bad, for many different reasons. I didn't find anything too bad, but something a little odd, I though. He had looked at a lot of pictures of high heels, and typed in google or some other "Ask" site, "Do boys wear high heels" or "Can boys wear high heels"... I thought that was a little odd, made a note of it.. I mentioned it to my mom.. We talked about it a little, but didn't think really too much of it.
I've finally started to get him to not hide what he's doing so much.. So since this is a huge step (in my eyes) I did not want to interfere or show too much interest in what he was doing/looking at. But I did happen to see him watching a YouTube video of a girl putting make up on a boy who was tied up in a chair [some young teens messing around].. Then he was browsing through the videos and I realized he had set up a search for make up to see what came up. Well, then I came back through and saw a video of an older teenage boy with girls clothes on and fake breasts just goofing off and the video titled "I gave my boyfriend a make over"
I truly have no idea what to make of all this. I'm not sure if my step brother got it wrong about his girlfriend MAKING him wear the dress and such, or maybe the oppertunity was there and he just did it (due to the obvious interest..) OR, if she had gotten him interested in these kinds of things which is causing the behavior.
I also do not know what this might possibly mean about him.. It seems he's really interested in wearing girls things/clothes and such..
Unfortunately our family does not talk to eachother and is rather dysfunctional.. So he has not brought this up to any of us, and nor has anyone asked. He is probably afraid to, I believe he feels judged, even here. [Due to someone in the house].. I thought about trying to talk with him, especially since I am the best one at communicating with him, as I've been doing it my whole life. He and I were always so close in age.. [3 years] But I don't exactly know what to say or ask.. I also do not want to push him away, or make him even more secretive or to feel judged. There is a bit more to the situation, But I've already wrote a lot..
I can atleast say though, that the men in his life have ALWAYS been far less than admirable.. The one who is supposed to be a "father figure" now, is a total $&@%! and he sort of talks to my brother like a dog at times.. I try my hardest to defend him... But regardless, that's another story..
I'm also afraid my step dad may see what my brother has been looking at and make a mean comment or yell at him and drive him further into confusion/hiding.. I'm so confused on what to do.
Please advise.