Hi.... I myself always feel like I'm looking for the same answer. I was diagnosed with alcoholic cirrhosis 2 and half years ago at the age of 42. My story has all the cirrhosis twists and turns and with a health life now and no alcohol my numbers are stable. Yet, I think about it every day. I had one hiccup recently but am not on a waiting list as of now. So, I know I didn't answer your question but, you are not alone with that feeling.
Wow! You are my missing twin. I also drank up to a gallon of Vodka daily with some periods of sobriety of up to 9 years in between. I just turned 62 and was diagnosed with Stage IV Liver Failure in 2017. I almost died from bleeding of the esophageal variaces and have had multiple bandings. I was given a life expectancy of 6-10 years. That was in 2017, as I said. After the first two years I switched over to a TIPS inplant which essentially by-passes the normal blood flow route to balance the hepatic hypertension. After 6 years that has held place and the other issues have stopped. Sobriety is essential! I actually worked in Substance Abuse and Mental Health Counseling during my "dry" years so I have seen a great number of AA/NA friends as well as personal friends both heal and, sadly, die from this disease. You have to be clean in order to stay alive. I use God as my higher power and TALK to friends with similar issues. This forum is wonderful and I hate it took so long o find it, but God does it all in His time. Now don't be put off by my higher power choices. You just have to acknowledge that something has greater control than you. I hear the "God" excuse in AA all the time. The bottom line is, you can't drink or drug!!! That's it plain and simple. I wish you much success and will offer any help or thoughts I can, but always, ALWAYS seek a professional for treatment purposes. Herbs and fly-by-nights often contain ingredients that can make your disease worse! You are a young person and I would venture to say that with hard work, and it is hard, you can lead a very full life. Put the "death date" out of your mind and focus on "one day at a time". Pretty soon that will all end up with a pile of good living. I had been a user since the age of 14! I've come from diapers to none, walkers to walking without aids, eat like a pig on the good stuff and see that life expectancy just fading into nothingness. I plan on being here for as long as I can be! Good luck on your journey and I hope to hear from you to see how you are doing sometime!
I don't have the answer but you and I seem to have some similar issues going on and I have known since December. Lost 40 pounds due to ascites and now abstaining from alcohol but what's next? I which there was a book for each individual person.
I developed liver cirrhosis after being infected with hepatitis c for likely at that time 27 years. I was diagnosed with cirrhosis in January 2008 and I’m still very much here.
With new medicines approved in 2014 I was finally able to cure my hep c but I still have cirrhosis. I had esophageal varicies banded back in about 2012.
There is good evidence that with time those with alcohol induced cirrhosis can with time have improvements in liver function with time and care. Things like maintaining a healthy weight to avoid fatty liver disease and eating a health diet.
But anyway basically the ball is in your court. If you continue to stay away from alcohol and maintain a health lifestyle you very likely will be able to live a normal life span.
My goal and your goal is to live long enough to die from something other than liver disease.
Congrats on your sobriety and sending you best wishes for continued good health
Lynn