I'm a 15 years old girl, and have been an insomaniac for as long as I remember. I regularly stay awake for two days straight.
I experienced auditory hallucinations, which turned to the worse. I can no longer have a normal conversation due to me being distracted by those loud, sharp voices, which made me repeat what I say over and over again.
At first they were voices of ringing phones, after that I could clearly hear children's voices. It became frightening at that point. It really stresses my mind.
I became very sensitive to noises, even faint ones. They make my heart beat fast and extremely raged. Raged to the point that I go into a "state of insanity". I scream non-sense words, run, break things. (I do these things when i'm unseen).
I've told my parents half of what I mentioned, but they're not educated in these matters. They're convinced that nothing as bad as thing can exist
I am heading to High School after Summer.
I'm terrified and worried. What do I do? I'm confused. I don't want this to get in the way of my performance. But where do I go when there is no hope of my parents?
Offer your advice.
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