Depression problems

[tparisi79]

I am 32 unemployed for almost 2 years now live at the inlaws which is not a walk in the park. My fiance naggs at me all the time, my puppy drives me crazy but I love him. I am not married no kids and dont have my own place. I started school online and I want to drop out cus its too much on me and I have 2 learning disabilities. I just cant take it anymore not that I would kill my self but I just want to run away from all my problems but I know thats not the answer. Look at my cousins and friends who have their own place, married and have kids and its like when am I going to have that or what did I do to deserve this. I am stuck at home all day pretty much 7 days a week and its driving me crazy. I just wish I could find a decent paying job, stick with school and move one but its deff hasnt been that easy for me.

[tparisi79]

I got a 90% on my first week of class which made me very happy. My situation me and my fiance are in right now is hard and moving is not a options. We are waiting for his settlement to finish so we can move and I know once that happens I will be less stressed. I have a puppy in which makes my days better. This economy is just getting worse and its hard to stay positive. His father doesnt care two ***** about him but is civil to us cuz we pay rent and he needs it. I never met a parent that is soo down grading and negative towards thier children. Staying here is not healthy I know but we have no choice right now but just to stay out of the way and do our own thing. My family is soo loving and treats him better then his own father and helps us out when we need it. Being miles away from home is hard to but friends help a great deal as well

[RainLover71]

The situation your in is obviously not making you happy so you need to change in some way for the good.You need some direction in your life and you need to start making some moves in the right direction.It doesn,t seemlike a healthy environment for your mind at the moment.This situation won,t change unless you make it happen.Do your best to find a job or make a committment to education.You will feel alot happier and you will be doing something constructive.