:) Very nice.... you said it all. You are a kind person.... and if you are like me you may be a little too kind sometimes.
I'm sorry to think anyone went through that. I know I can't say much to help, but I have to say it sounds like you suffered a lot of loss and still remained a good person in-spite of it.
You are welcome. I remember missions that I went on where I was hoping I would die. I didn't want my crew to die but I just was so depressed that I hoped I would get blown up. Not a single soul noticed I had a problem until After two tours in two different war zones. After the second one things started falling apart. I lost my wife and kids, the addiction got worse, and although I was a pretty high ranking soldier my appearance and performance started to slack. Next thing I new I was in treatment....
Hey, thank you for responding. I realize the stigma that goes with mental illness. I've addressed this question in one way or another in my posts, so I was hoping people might share their experiences with it. It's become a blown up issue for me. I live in California where you're supposed yo be happy all the time. Anyway, thanks again.
I would say that most of us have had those people in our lives. I was in the military for 15 years and I wasn't allowed to feel depression which finally lead to the unfortunate events that made me retire early.