hi im so sorry ,were do i start with you girl you sure have a lot on your plate,all i can offer you is a prayer right now, and hope things get better for you hun,one day at a time ,there you've allready said one positive thing [[[they seem to have caught it in time ]]]].just go with that for now the world is not going away it will still be here tomorrow ,you wont do your ulcer any good ,dont try take on so much at one time ,just be with your husband for now ,if i can fight liveing without my children that died of suicide you can give it a go ,things wont get any wrose now for you ,so start by sorting them one day at a time ,life is a ***** sometimes ,
I am no medical doctor for which the world is thankful, but it sounds to me that because you are having a hard time of it at the minute things are not as they should be with your life, it may be worth going to the doctor and seeing about a therapist, is there a friend who could go for walks with you or something?