I WANT TO DIE

[DIEmeDIE]

I have almost killed my self but some one stops me every time i had prfesinal help it made it worse i want to talk to some one that dosnt judge me by how i think my nickname at school is physco i have tryed to kill

[4Maddie44]

I have been where you are now, and I expect others here have been too.  I have taken an overdose and survived.  We do not judge here.  We are very supportive and you will find friends here.  We all understand how you are feeling, believe me.  

Reading the above from bcorcson must be an inspiration to us all.  How stronge has been to fight so much.  Surely his story helps you knowing there are others who have felt the same and come through.  Yes depression is a very difficult illness to deal with.

Please talk to a doctor about how you are feeling.  Find that fight within yourself.  Do not do this alone.  Remember we are here for you.

[nursegirl6572]

We're here to listen and we would never judge.  Talk to us.

[bcorson8885]

Please don't ever kill yourself. Your life is worth to much to end it so young. You May be going through a lot of crap right now but trust me no matter how bad things are now they can/will get better trust me. Even if you think now it's not close to possible. It is. If you kill yourself now you'll miss out on so much that's to become of your life. Life is short but can be be wonderful and be what you want it to be,if you will just believe. Anything is possible in life you just have to want it. I'm now 28 and for the last 10 yrs or so I've been  suffering With extreme bi polar depression post dramatic stress disorder, anxiety/panic attacks, personalty disorders, sleep disorders, schizoaffective disorder, opioid dependency, and suicidal tendency. I have had over 40 different mental health hospitalizations. I have attempted suicide around 10 times or so. And trust me if you would have told me several years ago that now at the age of 28 almost 29 that I would have not been in the hospital for over 3 years, that I wouldn't have attempted suicide for over 6 years, that I would be in recovery now and clean for over a year, that I'm taking such good care of myself, that I can find some happiness in life and could be making such good progress in life. I would have called you complete full of crap-no way that's possible I would have said to myself. I Still now find it hard to believe I have come so far. But the truth is I have. Are things perfect? Not even close I still have my stressful days I still struggle with all my symptoms, I still have a caseworker I see a psychiatrist I have a therapist But I care for my life now. No way no how would I thought this all Would be possible years ago nor did I Even care. I didn't care about anyone or myself nothing. I thought life just  completely sucked. I basically just wanted to die and have all the horrible stuff just stop. I'm so Happy now that I made It through all that. I ask myself today why I'm here why didn't I die those many times in the er unconscious because of my overdose. Well I have no idea obviously the powers above had another choice for me. And  thankfully so. I now know everything that I would have missed had I actually been able to go through with the most devastating thing ever. So I tell you it is possible to get through everything you are going through and to please think otherwise about suicide. There's help out there. You need to just ask for it, and do what you have to do to be better. I'm living example of someone who's life was in compete crossroads and in complete crisis but came out on the other side with a positive good life. I was lucky and it wasn't easy it's very hard work but it is possible. so please don't go through with anything you might regret look deep deep into yourself there is reasons to live for trust me! Best of luck to you I hope my story helps just at least a little bit.

[Dip1]

Hi , I had depression since last 4-5 years and since last 6 months I am totally fine.I want to tell everyone  that I cured my depression with anulom vilom pranayam. It is really work but you have to do it every day minimum for 40 minutes ...you can increase the time as per your requirement ...so what are you waiting for ,start it from today for your endless happiness and inner bliss. Best of luck every one ! This is the best solution to cured it permanent .

[CRSeaside]

What would you like to talk about? Australia  ?   Or Costa Rica. I'm here now.
Nature helps me a lot. Seeing beauty.  I also look at funny cats & dogs when I need to feel better.   Eating right will help your moods.
  Your goals? Are you in college?    Pamela