I am at the end of my rope. Our (my husband and I) financial situation is horrible. I found out in April '08 I have cysts and fibroids on my ovaries and my uterus. We cannot afford a doctor, the state will not help. My husband is a construction worker, he works very hard everyday but we cannot get caught up. We purchased a couple of 4 wheelers on credit last christmas and they have been stolen. My son got into a car accident a couple of weeks ago on his way hime from work. His jaw is still broken. He went to the er by ambulance the night of the accident. The er referred us to a specialist. A specialist?!?!?!? We have no insurance! If we did I would not be ate up with these fobroids and cysts, they would have been removed by now. So I am in pain everyday, we are paying on our 4x4's which have been stolen from us. We have bills, too! Let's not forget about electricity, water, cable, phone, gas, groceries, etc..... I just do not know where to turn. I cry every day and I am scared everyday. What else can happen to us. I am not trying to tell a sob story, it is just the facts. I have never struggled so hard in my 45 years on earth as hard as i am now. I feel like my whole world is falling apart, I feel like I do not want to be on this earth anymore. I won't do anything to hurt myself but this has benn going on for about 8 months now and I have had enough. I am looking for a job but I truly do not think I can hold down a job. These cysts and stuff cause some serious pain for me almost everyday. I have just had enough. My husband is stressed, I find it hard to talk to him. My brother is an alcoholic, no help there! In fact, he is another one of my stresses!