Depression is clinically marked by the low spirit, not pertaining to the environment, may extend from depress to grief, even stupor, and some serious case with illusion and hallucination. The anxiety and excitation for certain patients are obviously seen. In TCM. it also refers to hysteria. It should be treated with herbs for regulating Du meridian and adjusting qi activity to restore normal menlte activity
Acupuncture and moxibustion have the fast, non-side effect advantage over others in treating depression. They can obviously improve the condition not only in body but also in spirit, and make up for the deficiency of the medicine.
I would say that it's a safe bet that you have both depression and anxiety. Your symptoms are quite common for anxiety/depression.
First off, don't drink while taking antidepressants. Alcohol is a cns depressant and will counteract any benefit you may get from the anti-d's. Marijuana will also contribute to high anxiety levels as well.
If I were you I'd make an appointment with a psychiatrist and discuss your symptoms.
You have a lot of stress and these disorders reveal themselves by our bodies having a difficult time coping with normal life stresses. Medications and therapy can help you in dealing with the symptoms you are having as they have for so many of us here.