I keep trying, I keep failing

[Raquella24]

I'm studying at college a master. I'm 27 years old. My problem is that I feel very lonely I don't have friends at school bcs I feel I'm very different from the rest of the people. School is so overwhelming that I don't have time to go out and meet more people. I don't like my master very much but I want to finish and I need 1 more year. I'm so stress and tired and I don't have anybody to have fun with. Everyday is the same, I try to keep a positive attitude but I cant do it for long time. I haven't laugh in long time. All my "friends" seems to leave me. Everytime I'm more lonely. I think I'm about to break I don't know what to do

[Raquella24]

Hi, thanks everyone to took the time to read me and answered me! Thanks a lot Niko I liked the song very much. I know o have to change my mind but sometimes is hard bcs I can think one way but is like I'm fooling myself cus I feel opposite. My field is botanic I like it and I like to study but I don't like my university. I used to live in anothr city but things werent good for me so I decided to start a new life I moved and start studying I really thought that's what I wanted and I thought I could improve my life. But since begging things start to be difficult and I don't have my family and old friends with me. When I came here 1 year ago I was depress so maybe I didn't had good attitude and I used to complained I think that's why my classmates didn't like me. somehow I end up very lonely and the only think I have to do is studying and work for school. When I ask my heart somehow I want to finish this and hold on, is just that sometimes is just too much and I don't know if all of this wil worth it. I know I should change my mind but is so difficult when all your life is center in one thing and noone is there to support you. Thanks from the bottom of my heart I'll try to follow your advices

[TheLightSeeker]

Hey Raquella24.
Welcome to the forum.

Hang in there my dear.
There are many things to make things much better for you!
First some basic rules:
1. What you internalize is what you manifest in life.
2.What you want and what you don't want in your life works out the same ! Be careful!
e.g. When you think: "I don't want to feel stressed and tired", guess what?
You are inviting more of "stress and tired". Instead re-frame like:" I want calmness
and good energy in my life" or "I'm inviting peace and strength in my life".
3. All things have at least two sides. Try to see the other side also.
4. Your spirit is a better guide than your mind. If that doesn't resonate with you,
then follow this: Your heart is a better judge than your head.
5. Don't believe everything you think!  

Please post your opinion here, and I will follow up with some suggestions.
Also for some inspiration here's  some "Courage+Justin Hines". Just do a search
or go to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PwoUM8ETFfk
Let me know how you like it.
Blessings
Nikodicreta

P.S. What is your field of study?

[Thehelpingguide]

Maybe a therapist could help you socially and personally I strongly encourage it

[Raquella24]

Thanks Lily!
We don't have a counsellor at school. But I'll find someone to talk to. I just hope I can hold on one more year and I hope I won't feel so lonely. Thanks again!

[lilymoon]

Feel sad for you! Can you talk to a student counsellor or something about this,they might be able to help.Lily