do you experience the out of body feeling of energy and i also cant connect with my emotional feelings and also normal life feelings do u think wat im experiencing is deppresion and anxiety im going to c a docter soon.
Not trying to diagnose you, but I suffer from severe depression and anxiety dissorder and I can totally relate to your post and how you feel.
Maybe that means something for you. Do what Leftcoast said and get proper help ASAP.
It's really important you get a referral to a psychiatrist as soon as you can. What it sounds like is, your disassociating and having manic symptoms, which can happen in mood disorders, especially bipolar or personality disorders. The sooner you get help, the better you will feel. We can't replace a psychiatrist's diagnosis, but you've given enough info that warrants you get immediate help.
Much luck to you.