Suicide is never the answer and may just be the beginning of much bigger problems for you. If you haven't sought help with this. now's the time to do it. We understand how you feel but also know that it can and will get better. Don't give up, you have a life to live and with the proper help you can have the happy and fulfilling life you deserve and want. We're always here for you, often just talking to us is a big step in the right direction. You're bigger than any of this, don't give all your power to whatever it is that's got you down.
Its not worth it, I can assure you. Death solves nothing, all is does is stop you from progressing and overcoming challenges that will make you a stronger person in your life. It takes away your hopes & dreams and takes from not readily available to completely unattainable. In life just as everything can go wrong, it can also go right. You can accomplish so much and be the best you that the world has seen. Talk to someone.
Anna