your stronger than you know!!! hold on dont give up hope!! there is a light at the end of the tunnel
I see you are from the UK, and I have no info about the doctors or their diagnosis there.
If he says you are not depressed, did he give you a diagnosis about why you feel so bad and what you can do about it..??
Hold on, I am sure that we here as a community can be very helpful to you with your questions...
ask for referral to a psychiatrist. Your GP is a Dbag. God bless and hang in there
You cant ways trust what doctors say. Ive been depressed all my life and they still say im looking for attention. Im sorry you lost your kids. That woukd make anyone sad. I lost a child to. I know depression comes with losing a child. If you dont know how or who to get help from get it out in a journal or here. Vebting helps.