Hey I'm 14, I think I have depression, I can not sleep at night I always think off things in my head about the past. I got bullied for 3years and I think that has affected me. I have had problems at home with my mum and sister always arguing 24/7.I smoke and sometimes take drugs to calm me down. I wanted to commit sucide one time but I didn't do it, I used to cut myself instead and sometimes I do it now because I have been called hurtful names etc. When I go to bed I lie there and cry myself to sleep.I never go downstairs to watch television with my mum and she wants to know why I say 'I just want to stay in my room'. I never socalize with my friends now I always used to have a big smile on my face and have a laugh with them, I always used to do activities but I don't know more I don't know why but I need help please tell mee,thank you!