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2216810 tn?1420856876

here again

im here again fighting with my soul......im in this ******* mess of cycle and it seems endless......i cant go on anymore,,,,,,im so scared by myself,why do i feel so weird about everything?why do i feel strangest for my self and for everyone else,,,,i feel i dont belong here..oh God what to dooo??????my meds are not helping me...im in haldol,fluoxetine and demetrin.im tired from everything now i just wanna die...........................why does life should be so unfair???
can anyone explain me what are the odds of going CRAZY?????????????????????????????????????
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Hi, I am new to this site......read your comment about not wanting to be here anymore. i have said that so many times. Things get better. You are here or a reason even though you might not feel like it now. People love you and care about you, and would be so sad if they did not have you in their life. I am withdrawing from venlafaxine, am done with the colozopam (that was hard). I just want to tell you that i am so sorry you feel that way right now, and that I hope the feeling passes soon for you. I need to keep telling myself that too.
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3186679 tn?1388719145
Ik how u are feeling hun I noticed the more I think about it the more it bugs me I noticed doing something helps me a lot i started meditation and yoga both them helped a lot ik its still there but I'm not going to let it control my life I'm here for u just remember your not alone I'm in the same place as you good luck
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2996663 tn?1374169076
You can get through this, armira!!!!Its all up to you now. I completely agree with nursegirls comment and all of the other comments she has left on your threads.
You will make it, and the only way you wont is if you give up Please dont give up, giving up isnt worth it, fighting as long as it takes is worth it!
Im sorry, I know you were asking nursegirl this question, but I think you should wait and talk to your doctor about getting back on your other med. It might cause a drug interaction. Maybe you can still call him and ask him on his cellphone?

Take care of yourself!!!
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480448 tn?1426948538
You need to wait and get the doc's ok, not just change it yourself.  He will have someone on call for him.  Call during office hours, and ask that ther doctor on call call you.  You can then ask that doc about going back to the Zyprexa.
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2216810 tn?1420856876
thank you for posting me everytime,i thank you.....i think i was  good in zalasta(zyprexa)  but he changed it with haldol.......can i use that med again like i was before,,,,,because this new med is not  helping me..........i cant go  for appointment bcoz he is in holidays ......so can i use  those meds i used  before now  ???what do you recomand me?
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480448 tn?1426948538
I've already explained to you....multiple times you're not crazy, and will not become crazy...it doesn't work that way.

What happened to your positive attitude last week?  Remember you telling the other young girl to fight?  And you offered her your friendship and support?  I was so proiud of you!  Go back and reread that post you made, and dig deep to remember how good it felt to write that.  You need to start thinking positively instead of ruminating all the time.  It CAN be done.

Have you told the doctor the meds aren't working?  I told you to do that over a month ago!  Have you started therapy?  We've told you you need that many times too.  Tell the doctor you are interested in trying an antidepressant like Zoloft or Lexapro, if you haven't already.   Those meds have a great track record in treating panic and depression.  You have to do something.  You can't just keep going down this same path...where you are discouraged and hopeless.  You HAVE to put some work into it in order to see changes.  I know it isn't easy, but it's necessary.  We've offered you so many suggestions, and if you had taken them into consideration...you might be in a different place right now.

Get on the phone with your doctor's office...ask for an urgent appointment.  When you get there...tell him the meds are NOT working and tell him clearly that if he isn't willing to start working to find something that will be effective, you are finding a new doctor.  If he still doesn't help you...then find a new doctor.  I know you said where you're at, the doctors are not so great, which just means you're going to have to take that much more control of your situation, and put even MORE work into it.  You may even have to travel a ways to find a good doctor.  It's YOUR life....YOU need to take the power back from the anxiety and depression.

Asking us the same questions over and over isn't helping you.  All we can do is support you and share our own experiences, which we've done countless times.  

Life is not unfair.  It would be unfair if you were a mother and your 2 yr old child was dying of cancer.  It would be unfair if you were one of the people working in the Twin Towers the morning of 9/11.  You have a mental illness...and it is treatable. You're so stuck in the cycle of negative self talk, that you can't see straight.  Start fighting to get your life back.  YOU have to do it.  You have our support and compassion...but WE can't fix you.  

Let us know what the doctor said.
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