idk wat to do anymore =/

[nickii11]

hi everyone ...

i guess websites like these are meant to help people so we can tell randomn people about our problems and feel a little more sane because everyone around you doesnt know wat you go through and just think your crazy for no reason ... i guess not everyone has support from family and friends ..

i dont think i have major depression but i feel like i cant take anything anymore .. i cant even talk to my sister or family about anything because all they do is tell me im dumb and im fine and nothings wrong with me ..

for the past two months ive kinda been goin through this and its just killing me inside ..

most of my family left for a two month vacation overseas and left me and my sister .. i should have just went with them .. the sister they left me with is no help with nething because alls she cares about is herself and tells me to go away if im just going to sit there and cry .. who does that?

like ive been feelin better a lot of the time but at randomn times ill just sit there and cry thinking about how miserable my life is ..

im normally a great fun and funny person but ive been having problems something and it made me think the worst of the worst .. and its not even better which is why i think ive been feeling like this ... i jus dnt kno wat to do nemore .. ugh

does neone have ne calming words for me? thank you =/

[nickii11]

hey guys .. i just saw ur responces again .. thanks tho its rly appreciated .. nd i have been feeling a lot better then b4 but i dnt feel "there" yet if u get wat i mean ...

nd aj ... yea i do beleive in that lol thanks and thats basically what keeps me okay at the end of the day ... nd yea i kno u wouldnt be just sweettalking me to feel better .. its really appreciated that neone would have the time just to say smething nice ... i know that hopefully one day ill be fine again and i just need to be strong about somethings .. cuz im the type ofperson who overthinks a lot of things wen i shouldnt be and it puts me in situations like this .. u kno .. i just hate how i always find myself in these kinds of situations tho i dnt get it sometimes but i cnt wait till i feel "normal" again

thanx again

[AJ54321]

I'm sorry to hear about this pain that's eating at you. Believe me, I know how it feels to just think you don't matter in some sense. But it's really all okay, in reality. Just remember, there are people who love you, and no matter what someone says to you, they do. There is always our lord almighty. (but if your not into the whole religion thing, i apologize) Ya, know I don't even know you, but I feel like you have a potential to be all you can be. Do you believe that? I'm sure you have amazing qualities about yourself, that no one else in this world could have. Are you a Singer? Painter? Writer? ...I'm sure you have some amazing ability to just be amazing. You seem like a nice person, and I'm sure you certainly are. No, I'm not sweet talking you to make you feel better. I know this stuff is true..& you know how? I'VE BEEN THROUGH THIS SAME STUFF, AND I MADE IT OUT OKAY. There's always a blue sky behind those gray clouds, just look at the positive.

[patient49]

Hey, sorry it took a while to notice your response! I keep forgetting to have my posts added to my "watch list" so that I don't have to go back through my posts and see that someone has responded back to me days ago.

But your very welcome, and are you feeling any better? I hope so! :)

[nickii11]

lol thankzz =]

[patient49]

You're funny, "calming words" :)  

It does sound like you have depression, and you can get better from it! Are you able to see a counselor, someone you can talk to about the things that are bothering you? That might really help, though it may take a bit to find someone you like!

Yeah, family problems are rather common! I have been dealing with them to, I think most people do these days! I'd say give it time, things will get better. That's at least what I've noticed.

And continue to seek support and make your life happy. This is a great site, and you might want to post on the anxiety forum as well, since that is more popular :)

I hope you are having a good day :) And I hope your sister is being nice! :)