I am officially at the end of my rope.
33 yrs ago (age 21) I developed cystic acne. I had really good skin before that time. I am still fighting it, at almost 55 yrs of age, & I am beginning to think there will never be any hope for me looking normal ever again.
The worst of it is on my left jawline, where I had a deep scar (actually, a sort of scar pouch under the skin), that has consistently been active all this time. Just running my hand over my face would make all sorts of horrible smelling stuff come out of it. In the past, I've done every treatment available - accutane (2 courses), lancing them open, steroid injections, every antibiotic known to man, & surgery about 25 yrs ago, which failed when one of the stitches blew....leaving me w/ a cystic acne lump w/ a permanent hole in it from the blown stitch.
About a month & a half ago, I tried surgery once again, this time w/ an actual plastic surgeon (it was just a general surgeon before). He was pretty confident that he could remove the entire lump/scar/infected area. I should probably state that the scar/lump measured about 1.5" wide by about 0.5" long. Needless to say, this surgery was also a failure. While the original scar/lump is now gone, I now have a *new* lump, on the surface of my skin (not deep like the old one was), & oil & infected crap is now collecting in *this* one, & draining out whenever I touch that side of my face. The added bonus is that I now have a large, ragged, fish hook-shaped incision scar around the whole mess. The new cyst is about the size of a marble, w/ half below & half above the skin's surface.
I keep thinking that, if there was just *some* way of permanently turning off/removing/killing off the offending oil glands that are pumping all this crud out, that maybe I'd have a chance of looking normal. The old cyst was so heavy, it was pulling down the left side of my face; my original plan w/ this plastic surgeon was to remove the old cyst, then have a sort of mini "face lift" to even out the 2 sides of my face. Now, I've pretty much given up hope of that ever happening.
So - how to you permanently kill off oil glands FOREVER???
Thanks for any ideas ~
Lin