Well you have ruined your stomach,your throat, your mouth and teeth because
of all the acids throwing up causes. You should really consider getting help.
Bulimia makes you tired and ruins your whole body. Mentally and Physically.
please get help.
You aren't ruined necessarily, but can be if you don't get help. It's good that you're in the place you're at right now mentally, because it means you understand that things need to change. You might definitely have physical symptoms if you have done damage. Do you throw up blood? Do you have pains anywhere? Are you having any physical things going on, big or small, that aren't necessarily "normal?"
sweetie-you need to call your doctor ASAP OR insurance company and get to treatment center for eating disorders. You need 're-define' your life and do NOT want ED to control your life when you can take back the control and have a happy healthy future....good luck!