In three weeks my counsellors have decided that it is best if I become 'inpatient' for the next six months (minimum)...i am scared, confused and really dont want to go in! I have been and seen the ward, rooms, met the girls from day patient work...but dont want to lose control. I am panicing so much just now, and while inside me somewhere I know I NEED this but do not know if I WANT this...in fact i know I dont! It is ironic really that in order to be set free from the clutched of anorexia, I must first be locked up...
I dont know what to do...Help... :(