Thanks it means a lot hearing foe
Someone else who knows what I'm goin through. Don't forget to have the same faith in yourself as my grandma used to say addictions don't control us until we let them I know I've let it before and I don't want it to again! Thank u sooo much! Anyway stay strong yourself and thanks forth idea about the letter:) most appppreciate
Elli
i'm not sure what to say, i am 17 and have made myself sick and starved myself since 14 and a the moment i am in starvation mode because i know i can't be sick because my parents found out and are watching me closely. the last time i was sick was on saturday, which for me is a long time ago.
you can do it, you CAN brake this before it takes controll of you, please believe me because i don't whant this for you.
go for a run, run untill you are about to pass out, it helps... trust me. then you can say to yourself that you are gaining muscle and burning cals. its easier to try and stop purging, don't think about stopping being sick although i know that this is the addiction but if you eat supper healthy and lots of v.small portions then you won't feel that you 'need' to be sick.
also i think you should tell your husband, i know it seems impossible but he will not be dissapointed in you, he loves you and think about it like this... if he was being sick then you would want to know you would want him to trust you to help. so if you can't TELL him then write him a letter and give it to him, say you will wait upstairs while he reads it and then wait. it is important not to blame him, even if you feel that way.
he will come up to your room and hug you and make you feel safe again.
i wish you a lot of luck and please believe that this has not taken control of you yet!!!!
megs