So, i'm 22 years old, i now weigh about 100kg. i've always been on the bigger side, but it didn't really affect me, i used to be happy and outgoing, always ready to party. But now i'm at my largest ever and it's depressing me and making me uncomfortable. i hate doing anything that involves me being in large groups, i feel like everyone's staring at me (probably are since i'm the biggest person in the room *rolls eyes*) anyway, back to the point!
it's not like i haven't tried losing weight, i've practically tried every diet under the sun; the 3 day diet, atkins, cabbage soup, the beyonce diet, detox diet, cutting out junk food, smaller portions whenever i ate,and eating like a regular healthy person, 3 healthy small meals a day.
when i was 17, i lost around 2 stones (12.7kg) in about 6-8weeks, and that was with the 3day diet as well as fastwalking 6 times a week for an hour each. but when i started eating normally again, the weight jumped straight back on.
when i was 19, i dropped about a stone just by eating very small meals, which i stopped because it really wasn't very healthy, my skin looked awful!
just before my 21st birthday last summer, i was determined to make it work and began eating super healthily and was going to gym twice a day (about 3hours in total) doing mainly cardio and some weights to stop my skin sagging (bingo wings at 21? not pretty!) anyway, my weight shot up 6KG in the first 2 weeks. but in the space of 6weeks i'd lost 10kg. but, i'm muslim, and ramadan started so i couldn't keep it up and in those 4 weeks my weight shot back up to pretty much where i started!
Now, i'm trying to eat small healthy meals and get in atleast an hour of fast walking every other day, but my weight's not budging. To add to it, i've got horrible stretch marks on my stomach that have gotten bigger and angrier over the past 2 months. i ended up with erythema nodosum (inflammation of the fat cells) on both my legs, each one started as what looked like a tiny bruise and spread over the front of my leg (ankle to knee) and lasted around 6 months. i'm just fed up now. the doctor's can't seem to find anything wrong with me. but there has to be. i eat less then most people, i snack every now and again, and i'm an active person. what more can i do? it's at the point now where i'm practically crying myself to sleep because i don't feel pretty anymore and there's nothing that's working for me.
sorry for being so long, and thanks to anyone that helps me out...or even bothers to read everything i've just written! :) x