Thank you. I rescheduled my U/S from this friday. I cant bare the thought of not seeing the yoke/baby. I know that sounds silly. But, Its tearing me apart. When I told the IVF nurse why I wanted to reschedule so we could have a better chance to see. She asked how monday went. I said we saw the sack 10mm but no pole or anything. and she said well I would think that you could see the pole by then. I said so I should be worried and she said just a little..... I cannot imagine, what im gonna do!
U r so funny!! Luv ur story n the moral of it is so true. We forget what we do have n just think of the negatives all the time. I m a teacher so I m around kids all day. What I really want is a baby n that feeling of being pregnant n all. So it's not so much kids that bother me but babies. I was thinking of looking into adoption to take my mind off things n if it happens one day then fine. I just don't know where to start n that whole process depresses me more. How did u find your twins??
I'm glad u found comfort in all this negativity.
Hi My Sisters:
OFF THE SUBJECT: Well as you all may or may not know I got my results yesterday and they were negative. So, I scheduled a pap test for today because the last time I had one AF was still in the picture.
Well anyway, I may have told some of you that I have the finest OB/GYN in the world. I call him Dr. He IS SO FINE. He looks a bit like Winston/Taye Diggs from "How Stella Got Her Groove Back", but a little more carmel, a little more swagger and a deep real island accent.
Girls, I thought I was going to feel a little disappointed that I would have to wait in an office filled w/ the pregos showing of their growing bumps. But I was dressed as cute as possible w/ my very low cut spagetti strap maxi dress that just flowed with my body. Smelling of coco butter and my braids bouncing of my back. I was glowing more than they were.
Anyway, we were there talking as he performed the pap and laughing up a breeze as if I wasn't still in stirrups. His nurse had to remind him that he was only doing a pap and I gave her one of those looks like, "who's examination is this anyway". (I know, I'm bad).
But anyway, for some strange reason, the best things and blessing keep happening after a negative result for me, As I am sure that for those of you who may be experiencing neg results as well. Open your hearts and minds to the gifts GOD is placing in front of you. I am healthy, hopefully the twins adoption will go through soon, I am 150lbs, I haven't been that weight in years. I feel sexy and I am loved.
Look outside the negative results for your BLESSINGS, it doesn't have to be a baby for it to be a BFP.
Love ya all.
I'm so very sorry for what you are all going through right now. I know all too well how devastating getting that BFN is. Don't stop praying! God has a plan for each and everyone of us and we may not know what that plan is or even understand it right now, but God sees all and He knows what's best for us. I pray that God wrap His loving arms around each of you and that He give each of you comfort, peace, strength, courage and wisdom.
Hey Sis thinking of you today. How is the 2WW treating you? I am praying for your BFP!!
AMEN!! What a beautiful prayer :) We have to keep faith and BELIEVE that God has a plan for each and every one of us. The Lord may not come when you want him but he's always right on time!!!
SENDING YOU SOME BABY DUST!!