Can anyone help me with these nightmares!!!!! There so real!

[hannah1505]

Lately i am feeling really really down in the dumps i had my af and bfn but feel so pregnant  i am having morning sickness(which i no it crnt be) heartburn my body is a mess my nipples are brown but i had bfn and afi dont nooooo so stressed :( maybe my body maturing as i was very late starting my afs.i have been extremly down without u guys crying at everything thinking i am never going to be a mom all i want is a chance i am thinking im letting dan down my mom down like i am not a women!
I had a dream i had 2 perfect twins on boy and on girl and i was in a town looking at baby clothes i lookes for a second and my babys had gone out the pram i did find them in a cardboard box they looked so cold but alive!! and ok!! i keep having nightmares that i will be a bad mom and its making me doubt my abilities. dreams were i forgot to feed my baby and left it in a dirty nappy all day.And death!!really been making me think! i no its not a walk in the park but i can do it i no i can!! maybe i am getting close  and my body getting me ready subconciesly.??????

any help any one can give would really help men just dont understand and all i keep getting ont hte internet is i had that when  i was pregnant but the chances of that are very low i just dont no what to do any more

Hannah
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[hannah1505]

thanks for your help ladies feel like i am stuck in an evil circle at the moment and i am finding it very hard to be happy i no i have to relax but its really hardddd to do as you no :)
one day i will have a baby and i need to think o that to keep me going

congrats i hope your delivery goes well xx

[Jenn58]

I remember just how you feel. Me and my husband tried for 3 1/2 years to get pregnant. I have three daughters from a previous marriage but he has no children. The guilt I had because I may not be able to give him a child was the worst thing I have ever put myself through.
I had surgery, took clomid, saw all kinds of doctors and cried every month. I remember looking at women that were pregnant and it making me feel sick. All I could think about is getting pregnant.
Now I know I have been so blessed I am pregnant (and have carried him I lost 2) I am due August 18, 2009. After I went to the last doctor and he said we would never be able to have children together with out help. We had scheduled an IUI. He took me off the clomid for one month to rest. I had been taking it for six months. During that one month I had no hope of getting pregnant so I didn't count days, due ovulation tests, I just waited to start again so I could go in for the IUI. Then I noticed i was late. After about 20 pregnancy tests I found out I was pregnant!!  
It's still hard for me to believe that we are going to have a baby. Please don't give up. I remember thinking month after month I will end up pregnant and the longer I have to wait the longer I will have a baby. My daughters have grown up so fast. I know it's hard but try and enjoy the day and it will happen.
See your doctor and relax things will happen.  

[tina1111]

Nightmares and dreams are very common when you are having a hard time ttc or have suffered mcs.  Try not to let ttc rule and consume your life. It will eat you up if you do. It doesn't make anyone less of a person, male or female if they are infertile.

Talk to your dr and he or she should be able to help and get you pointed in the right direction.