Anxiety

[4Angie]

Keeping control of the anxiety seems to be just as hard as keeping control of the sadness.  I am about to jump out of my seat today.  I am full of excitement and just feel so good about this month.  During ovulation, it seems to be such a high!  I love this feeling!  Then the 2ww is about up and down, feeling this twinge, that twinge, this cramp, that cramp, whether bbs are sore, nauseated, and so forth.  Not knowing whether it is AF or BFP.  Then comes the day of the test.  For me so far, it has been nothing but sadness.  I am hoping so much that this month does different.  Then I will worry for the next few weeks as to how many I will have.  :)  This is nothing but an emotional roller coaster.  I would hate to have a chemical mental disorder and go through this too.  It would make it 10 times worse.  

[SHP]

The highs are so wonderful and the lows are so devistating.  

[clomidkid]

Hi. I can relate it's such an awful time. I am on my last cycle with clomid now and I feel like sh**! We've been ttc for 5 years.
I am on day 6 of a new cycle now n have managed to pull myself round,af arrived last sunday n she nearly tipped me over the edge. Putting ourselves through all this takes it toll. Hope you have some good luck soon. Keep me posted,clomidkid x x x

[blessedmomof3]

I' there with you girl. It seams like such a crewel joke when you get those signs and convence yourself it is good (after all we are suposed to be positive) then you get that BFP. Or in my case the MC. But what do we do? but just go on and fo it again.

Lots of baby dust to you.