Hate to jinx myself but I think I could really be preg...again...

[ashort]

So girls I'm 9DPIUI and yesterday and today I've had major AF like cramps.  I hate to jinx myself but I'm thinking this could be it...again....I think DH is nervous.  My temps went up REALLY high this morning.  bbs are slightly sore.  This was one month that I swore I wasn't going to analyze my symptoms but I can't ignore the cramps...check out my chart.  Ignore that it says I didn't o.  I did on Friday the 23rd.  I was monitored with u/s.  Is anybody almost out of their tww?  Good luck girls!

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[Joyce49788]

i have been blessed with 3...but my fiance' does not have any of his own and so we would like to add to our family.  i did not know that First Response was the better one so i went with Clear Blue Easy Digital.  

i am still a little crampy every now and then, but it is more like gas bubbles.  my back hurts almost like it needs cracked...and my bbs are a lil tender yet, although not as sore as they were, i am wondering if they hurt so much cause i was squeezing them to see if they hurt...lol
my stomach has been getting upset easily, and normally i have a gut of steel and so have been eating tums like crazy to keep from running to bathroom to be sick from such awful heartburn.  dont know if any of this is real or if i am imagining it...i know it FEELS real....but dont we sometimes want something so badly..like a baby...that we make ourselves BELIEVE that we ARE what we want SOOO badly to be???  

there are days (read my last journal entry) that i feel like i am just brainwashing myself to believe that i am having these symptoms but cant seem to stay away from the htps

anyhow i hope all is going well with everyone and we all get our BFP's very soon....sorry this went on a bit


*************BABY DUST.....SUPER STICKY WITH LOTS OF HONEY**************
the honey is to make it stick REAL good and be sweet to boot...lol
hugs and luv ladies

[ashort]

Joyce-  11DPO is probably too early.  I didn't get a positive until I was 14DPO last time (not that that is a good indicator b/c I had a m/c) but you could get a BFP later on.  Sorry to be so graphic but my bbs hurt especially my ni@ples.  I went to CVS and bought a 3 pack of FRER.  Maybe I will test tomorrow??  Not sure I don't want to be disappointed...it will be 11DPO for me.  How many children do you have?  This will be my first..if I'm preg....LOL
Good luck!

[Joyce49788]

well i had to run to walmart and so i thought 'what the heck' and i picked up a 5 pack of CBE...now i am being told that they pick up 50 and up hcg level...idk but i couldnt wait and as soon as i got home i tested...lol.. it was BFN.  but i am only 11dpo, and since i dont know WHEN implantation occurred IF it occurred at all...it may be wayyyy too soon to tell.  i think i am gonna test every other day from here on...i have 4 more tests...so one for wednesday, friday, and sunday(8th...which is when i originally planned on testing)  i just cant get the lil "signs" i have been seeing out of my head...from a dream that i had to baby commercials on radio and tv....not only that but i am seeing preg women and babies EVERYWHERE....this is how it always seems to be when i get preg.  almost like i am destined to have a baby when EVERYONE else is having them...lol

lets hope.

hopefully we will all be in that boat soon...i miss the big belly and the baby doing "the wave" and WATCHING.  i even miss pushing little feet out from under my ribs...lol

SSBD*************

[ashort]

Joyce-  Thank you and good luck to you!  I took the trigger shot on the 21st so I know if I test now it will come up positive but probably b/c of that.  I think I will wait.  If I'm not preg. I'm worried about what these cramps could be...LOL.  They thought I had a molar preg. in Feb and I was supposed to wait 6 months but I started seeing another RE that thought I didn't have a molar preg. and assured me it was okay to try again.  Hope everything is okay.  Good luck to you!  Let us know when you test!

[Joyce49788]

everything sounds really well...dont know what i am looking for on your chart, so it doesnt do for me to study it...lol
i am currently 11dpo and chomping on the bit to be able to test...am thinking if i can "sneak away" maybe i will pick up a multi-pack.
i am suppose to test on the 8th...that is when dh and i agreed to...but it is so hard to wait.  i did test on 9dpo but i knew it was too early and the box(after the fact) said "as early as the first day of missed period" go figure that i would grab a box that was not a EARLY test..lol

anyhow to you and yours may this be the time that you will get your BFP
and let your dh do things for you...shoot this is probably one of the only times in a woman's life that it will happen...lol

Good Luck to you and lots of ssbd

and Good Luck and Baby Dust to EVERYONE

[ashort]

Hey girls!  Thanks for all the positive thoughts!  My temps are still up today 98.42.  The cramps have subsided for now.  I had them all day yesterday.  I didn't test though...maybe I'll pick one up today.  Dh is being great already.  He wouldn't let me carry the suitcase upstairs.  This is really good timing if I am b/c school ends on the 27th and I will have lots of time to relax.  BBs are still sore...

Helen-  You are awesome!  You remember everything...I did have a triphasic chart the last time.  How are you feeling?  When is your appointment?

Jenny-  How are things going?

Candie-  Thank you so much for the well wishes.  I hope this is it too!  Mainly I hope I can make it past my second u/s...that's always been the bad one for me.  At both 2nd u/s I was told both pregnancies weren't viable.  Dh really isn't that positive.  He said we should be crying in a couple of weeks...I'm trying to stay positive.  Good luck to you!