so anxious on 2 ww

[charmedagain]

Hi all,

I am on day 10 of a 3day ET this is what has happened to me so far i am on my final ivf as we have no more eggs in storage,this is my third attempt.
I had cancerous cells at the age of 16 and i had 1 tube removed and 1 ovary also removed.10 years later i had another cyst which resulted them taken part of my other ovary.10 years after this i had another cyst and i had no option but to have remaining tube and ovary removed, they did keep my womb so that i could have ivf treatment.
2 years ago my sister underwent the procedure to have her eggs harvested for me.the first attempt was funded and we had four eggs retrieved 2 never made the grade so was left with 2 to transfer BFN.
My sister then said she would do it again for us, this time we had to fund it ourselfs we had 4 excellent quality eggs we are now on our 2nd attempt again BFN we had 2 eggs frozen for our third and final time which is what we are on now so i am praying everyday for a good result.I have been doing what other ladies have been doing and reading researching but do you know what im not sure it helps as you can definatly read to much into something so thought i would post what has been happening to me the best i can remember


Day 1 Fri Mild cramping day of transfer due to cafeta i think (bloated)
Day 2 Sat terrible wind pessaries i think lol (bloated)
Day 3 Sun mild twinges (Bloated)
Day 4 Mon emotional mild twinges (bloated)up in the night for a wee 04.30
Day 5 Tues Mild twinges  up in the night for a wee 05.30
Day 6 Weds nothing no twinges no cramping up in the night for a wee 03.15
Day 7 Thur phoned clinic as i had a heavy feelin in lower region the doctor said it could be a couple of things implantaion or me doing to much at work he told me to take it easy and drink plenty he also said the body would be doing funny things at the moment.
Day 8 Fri very tired slight cramping (nausea) even though i was tired i could not sleep finaly fell asllep about 2am
Day 9 Sat Twinges tiredness (nausea)
Day 10 Sun Constant twinges and cramping (dull ache) very teary today.im uncomfortable today everything is irratating me.
Day 11 Mon
Day 12 Tues
Day 13 Wed
Day 14 Thurs HPT day

I will sign in again tomorrow to fill in mondays hope this helps in some way i now i has help me just by writing it all down good luck to you all
Sharon

[mewmew888]

To: charmedagain

I am sorry for you but I prayed for you last nite, I believe God will lead your way.  Best luck for you and your family.

[charmedagain]

BFN=big fat negative
BFP=big fat positive

Good luck

[charmedagain]

I have had the worst day today I have not stopped crying, I did have a bit of good news though I found an article on the Internet reguarding ivf funding, it told me thar because I live in Somerset I am allowed 2 funded cycles well I had 1 nearly 2 years ago and 6 months after that the new laws changed, so I phoned Somerset pct up and they told me that I was entitled yo my 2nd funded cycle, all I have to do is make sure I meet the critia and all that has changed is my bmi it needs to be 29.9 but is 32 but have lost weight 2 stone in fact since jan.plus I belong to a slimming club so could manage it I'm sure.now the other problem I have is I have no eggs left so I need to find out if this is on donated eggs and not my sisters if it's donated there is a waiting list of 18 to 24 months. I am on the phone to my mum and my other sister Kizzy has just told me she would donate her eggs to me what a family I have I couldn't ask for better I love my family so much xxxxxx

[travelcat7]

I am so very sorry.

[mewmew888]

sorry but what does BFN mean?  this is my 1st ivf and i am new to here.
i am on my 2ww too, i have my ET done on August 8, i don't feel anything special since then but i do have some very mild cramp from time to time.  i've read many successful pregnant ladies said they had slightly bleeding because the embryo trying to implant or something and they do feel serious cramp but I dont have any of this feeling.  I do feel sore breast, I think this is just because of the Crinone Gel I am taking.  my period suppose should start this Sat or Sun, is that mean i am pregnant if i dont have my period come?

[nmenyo]

I am so sorry to hear the news. You are in my thoughs and prayers!!

[charmedagain]

BFN xxxxx

[nmenyo]

I wish you the best of luck. I can't wait to hear the news tomorrow. Happy Thoughts!!! Your right, your sister is an angel, you are very lucky to have her.  SSBD
Nicole

[charmedagain]

Day 13 how do I feel with 1 day to go before I test I feel so nervous as tomorrow is judgement day with it being my last ever.I have had so many well wishes from family all saying they have a good feeling I hope they are right I feel I am but j am but I don't know if if the drugs I'm taking as they mimic pregnancy,I have been very positive all the way through I have done everything I possibly can.I had nausea this morn but went once I had breakfast mild twinges peeing more And went tired at 12pm same time most days plus a slight headache.I will left a message tomorrow to let you know the outcome. For my own peace of mind really and I have to admit it has really helped writing it down daily you should all try it bye for now xxx

[charmedagain]

Day 12 had a show of blood this morning nothing major but this has not happened with my other 2 attempts, so a little excited also a bit nervy so I'm going to phone my clinic lunch time.I also don't have periods unless I'm given a pill to have them.I'm also very tired today wish I stayed in bed mood.my mouth feels very dehydrated also have mild twinges today well that's me for now and for all who have commented on my sister YES she is the BEST my angel xxx

[korrskat]

Hi, i am currently on 2ww. had 2 failed iui's.. just did the 3rd iui on 8/2 and 8/3. i also have been feeling slight twinges too. yesterday i got irratated with everyone. today i feel like a cold coming on. keeping my mind busy with others things until my beta 8/17.

charmedagain... i read your post and i got so emotional. you have a great sister and i wish you the best of luck.

[charmedagain]

Day 11 mon woke up really sweaty hot flushes and very emotional very mild twinges x

[becndon]

sounds like good things are happening to you, just relax and think good things..

[nshapland]

Good luck to you! Let us know what happens.  And what a great sister : )