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Bigdummy
I am here.
I am experiencing really bad panic attacks and anxiety attacks to the point I can barely breathe. I almost went to the ER today it was so bad. At one point I thought I was having a heart attack.
I am having really bad anxiety due to the fact I cant go to public health until September. THere is nowhere else to get a rapid test done besides that place! I called the Gay Health and they said its for MEN ONLY and as a female, I am not eligible for their services plus they have a days long wait for a test as so many gay men go there daily for rapid tests due to the huge gay population here in the city. I dont think I can tolerate having my blood drawn and waiting days for an answer.
I kind of want to go buy a Home Express HIV kit but I am way too embarrassed/mortified to go and purchse one. I can always go thru the pharmacy drive-thru but I am still too embarrassed.
Even though I tested negative for herpes and have not had one sprout up, I am nearly certain I have them. I feel different "down there" like a calm before a storm. I keep checking to see if a herpe has shown up but none do. But I am certain it will happen soon.
I am also certain I never had mono. I think it was a mixup at the lab, or a false mono positive test.
I want to petiton the FDA to make rapid tests available at all pharmacies. They can have pregnancy tests and all kinds of other tests, but why not HIV tests? When I was at public health the nuse left the room and I tried to find some rapid tests to steal but they must lock them up.
I am not online as much only because Teak and a lot of people in here make me feel dumb for posting questions and tell me just to go take my test. I feel like nobody can help me. The damage is already done and I might have HIV. Unlike most of you in here, I had an actual risk of multiple unprotected exposures due to the jerk taking off the condom and not telling me. So I have a real fear here. It wasnt just one time. It was SEVERAL times.
Normally I am online now in the am and pm...during the day I hyperventilate and search for rapid testing sites...but apparently there is only one and they have banned me until my 3 month in Sept.
I am experiencing really bad panic attacks and anxiety attacks to the point I can barely breathe. I almost went to the ER today it was so bad. At one point I thought I was having a heart attack.
I am having really bad anxiety due to the fact I cant go to public health until September. THere is nowhere else to get a rapid test done besides that place! I called the Gay Health and they said its for MEN ONLY and as a female, I am not eligible for their services plus they have a days long wait for a test as so many gay men go there daily for rapid tests due to the huge gay population here in the city. I dont think I can tolerate having my blood drawn and waiting days for an answer.
I kind of want to go buy a Home Express HIV kit but I am way too embarrassed/mortified to go and purchse one. I can always go thru the pharmacy drive-thru but I am still too embarrassed.
Even though I tested negative for herpes and have not had one sprout up, I am nearly certain I have them. I feel different "down there" like a calm before a storm. I keep checking to see if a herpe has shown up but none do. But I am certain it will happen soon.
I am also certain I never had mono. I think it was a mixup at the lab, or a false mono positive test.
I want to petiton the FDA to make rapid tests available at all pharmacies. They can have pregnancy tests and all kinds of other tests, but why not HIV tests? When I was at public health the nuse left the room and I tried to find some rapid tests to steal but they must lock them up.
I am not online as much only because Teak and a lot of people in here make me feel dumb for posting questions and tell me just to go take my test. I feel like nobody can help me. The damage is already done and I might have HIV. Unlike most of you in here, I had an actual risk of multiple unprotected exposures due to the jerk taking off the condom and not telling me. So I have a real fear here. It wasnt just one time. It was SEVERAL times.
Normally I am online now in the am and pm...during the day I hyperventilate and search for rapid testing sites...but apparently there is only one and they have banned me until my 3 month in Sept.
I picked my name cuz I'm a dumbass for getting myself into this, and I'm slightly tall, and slightly overweight, hence the big part. Add them together and BIGDUMMY was born.
ohmigod golden girls. What about Cocoon and Cocoon II?
Just curious, why'd you guys pick your particular nicknames?
Just curious, why'd you guys pick your particular nicknames?
Thats not a good thought? Old people naked rolling around in the bed until an ambulance needs to be called.
If i live to be 100 I want to be in a nursing home, it will be like a college dorm...all the geezers will play bingo and sneak into eachother's rooms after lights out hehe
I am going to try to get some sleep now i wont be back online until tomorrow evening...goodnite all
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