Hi, this site has been a shining light during this time i'm going through. I recently was the insertive partner during anal sex with a transgender prostitute when the condom broke. I was only inserted for 30 seconds if I can recall, and I didn't see any blood or anything on my penis. She assured she was clean and regularly tested every three months, but this didn't not help me. I was absolutely terrified. I made it home about 30 mins after and washed my area with antibacterial soap. I immediately consulted a doctor, started my first dose of PEP in about 8 hours after the exposure. I also am finding myself hating life for the decision that I made, can hardly focus, can't keep an appetite, and my work is being affected. I just want to know your opinion for my risk in this situation. I know i've done all I can do, and can only wait now but am finding that very difficult to do. What will I mostly catch from this situation, including HIV? This site has helped calm others down so I hope I am not just searching for positive answers that I know are just that and not assurance. Please help. Thank you
Chad