HELP pls

[std453]

Im so scared you dont even understand :((((((
std453 1 min

well June 7th I had this oral sex ecounter (first one since 2 years ago) and I also have cavity in my mouth with a exposed nerve...I does bleed if I mess with it and the pain is soooo bad.No ejaculation in my mouth but idk about precum because I had so much spit in my mouth ,most likely I spitted it out with the spit.6 days later I got very sick (fever,sore throat and chills) so I went online they said I had hiv and I was in the Ars stage .soI just lost it I was crying couldn't sleep,then I went to the er and they diagnosed me with strep throat and gave some antibotics for 10 days but I was still worried.The night I got sick I also had safe analsex no oral sex involved.So I went to go get tested June 17 10 days after the exposure  for all stds.took couple days and they came out negative.so I was relief but still worrying because new symptoms were popping up and I was just ugh mentally broken/then I went to do the rapid test at the 3 week mark and it came out negative. I was still stressing and had to go to the ER because my panic attacks so they took some blood and tested to see if I had any infection and it took 2 hours..then she came in and said everything is fine and I asked her can I put that hiv fear to rest ,she said yes you can ,we would been able to detect outside the window period so I was soo happy.thennn after that I keep having tingling lips at times ,then cancker sore in my mouth ,low abdomen pain then I notice I had a red dot in my pubic area and it got a little big do I still have stds or  is it the stress or is this the hiv?
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[AnxiousNoMore]

You can't get HIV from oral or from protected sex so your problem is not disease. Your problem is fear of disease. See your doc because you were already tested "she came in and said everything is fine and I asked her can I put that hiv fear to rest ,she said yes you can ,we would been able to detect outside the window period".

There is nothing anyone can do to help you with your mental fear of disease because it doesn't make any sense. You need to see your doc and a therapist instead of going to an HIV forum for your mental issue. You don't have HIV and this is just an HIV forum.